Act 3

[untrueheart]

[Once upon a time, there was a girl who noticed that every single day, she had to track down her dearest love from wherever he happened to wander at the time. He could meander quite far if left to his own devices, which he was, more often than not, because establishing him a 'permanent' place to sleep at night? Had been overlooked.

That's not going to go on any longer. Rue leaves her room in the morning with some serious intent: first to find Mytho, then to convince him to get a room. His own room. ...Somewhere nearby. She has the perfect spot in mind. Of course, she has to find him first, a journey which takes her all over town and back again. Thinking of the only two things he's shown a real interest in doing, and with an eye out for anyone acting particularly odd and emotional, she'll stop a few people she happens to pass with a question:]

Have you seen a white-haired boy pass this way? Or perhaps he was dancing somewhere?

[Once all the hunt-and-find is over and done with (it is a long day), she might be forgiven for overlooking something upon her return to her own apartment. In truth, she doesn't get a good look until she starts to get ready for bed.

There on the living room chair is a pair of terrifyingly familiar black toe shoes.

That is all it takes to turn a frustrating but decent day into a rising nightmare; Rue screams once, turning to run out of her apartment and out of community building seven, as well. Distance, she wanted distance. If she could get far enough away they would not be real.

It is her particular brand of destiny that takes her on a collision course with at least one other person in her flight. Hopefully whoever they are can manage to stop her doing something foolish and irrational.

After all, it's just shoes.]

Comments

[therewerefifty]

[...well. She wasn't expecting that.]

Did someone remind you of it?

[untrueheart]

[Things remind her of it every day. Mytho's face reminds her.]

Yes.

[therewerefifty]

There's always someone, isn't there? [She smiles faintly. There's no humour in it.] It's very difficult to escape your past for precisely that reason.

[untrueheart]

This is a whole new story. I thought it could be different.

[therewerefifty]

...how do you mean?

[untrueheart]

[This teacup is fascinating.]

I've never been able to act for myself before. [So fascinating that her eyes widen as though she's having the revelation in real-time.] Here...I thought I might. But it's no different at all.

[therewerefifty]

[She's acutely familiar with that feeling, but Makie frowns a little. For her, it's different-- Luceti offers her options she never had, and she's still having difficulty coming to terms with it, but that's...a good thing.

What's eating this girl? She said she wouldn't pry, and truthfully Makie knows she doesn't have what it takes to help her even if she did.]

...I'm sorry.

[untrueheart]

[That brings her back to the reality of their conversation. Why was she telling this woman anything nearly so personal? Just because of a few kind words and some tea?]

It isn't something you should concern yourself with anyway.

[therewerefifty]

I won't pry. And I'm sure my chance of being able to help is very small. [She sips her tea, voice quiet.] I...understand the feeling of being trapped by your own life. That's all.

[It's empathy. Quietly sitting by.]

[untrueheart]

[Someone else understanding the feeling does her no good. This story is hers; no one has lived it before, that she knows about.]

I tried to change it once. [Her mouth keeps betraying her like that.] It didn't work.

[therewerefifty]

So you're giving up?

[There's no accusation. Makie may as well have inquired about the weather, from her tone.]

[untrueheart]

There's nothing I can do here.

[Nothing she could do in her story either but at least there she had some of the means to try. With the teacup empty and her heart feeling no less settled, Rue switches to looking out the window.]

[therewerefifty]

Can you do anything if you go home?

[untrueheart]

I can continue to do what I've already done.

[And, from her tone, that is all. Not good news.]

[therewerefifty]

[She's seeing so many reflections of herself right now.]

Why can't you just... not do it?

[untrueheart]

[This woman just doesn't understand.]

It is too late. The story is moving forward.

[therewerefifty]

[Of course she doesn't. You're being all cryptic, gosh.]

There's nothing anyone can do?

[untrueheart]

[Nothing that ends well for her. Rue's hands tighten around her teacup.]

Someone already knows the ending.

[therewerefifty]

You speak like you're written into a story.

[...where has she heard that recently?]

[untrueheart]

Isn't everyone?

[It has the jaded, sharp-edged quality of one for whom the story holds no magic and no promise of a future. Isn't everyone subject to the whims of things outside of themselves?]

[therewerefifty]

...I suppose so. But few people speak of it with the same fear and resignation that you do.

[untrueheart]

[That stops her. The sudden realization that she's given away too much to this woman she barely knows. Rue puts down her teacup so her hands can rest flat on the table.]

Well everyone is different.

[therewerefifty]

[That was a 180. Makie gives her a long look before she takes a sip of her tea.]

Most people believe they have control of their own fate.

[untrueheart]

Do they really.

[That isn't what happens, in Rue's experience. She won't challenge Makie's opinion on this however.]

[therewerefifty]

[Hey, she didn't say she believed it. She doesn't disbelieve it either, mind; Makie's never bothered to give much thought to it.

To Rue's statement she says nothing. Merely drinks her tea and watches the girl.]